A Veterans' Oral-History Archive
Lt. Gen. Narinder Singh Brar
The Keystone — what he asked us never to forget
"Give him any punishment. But throw him out of the army. He broke his oath."
A father, told that his son had deserted, comes looking for him — and asks the army for something no one expected.
Lt. Gen. Narinder Singh BrarIndian Army · Artillery · commissioned 1971
Why this exists

I am a student, not a historian. I began this out of a simple fear: that the people who carried our hardest history are quietly disappearing — and that no one my age is listening while there is still time to.

The men in this archive commanded thousands, survived crashes, buried friends. Most of them will tell you it was "just a job." They will not broadcast their own stories. So I sit with them, record what they say, and write it down with the care it deserves.

This is an attempt to carry something forward before it is lost — from one generation to the one that comes next.

— Gargi Arya, founder and editor
The Archive

Begin with a story

Brigadier Nagendar Singh, VSM
Brig. Nagendar Singh, VSM
Indian Army · Infantry · 1974
"You cannot simply give up. That is not how life works."
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Lt. Gen. Narinder Singh Brar
Lt. Gen. N. S. Brar
Indian Army · Artillery · 1971
"Throw him out of the army. He broke his oath."
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Commodore Simon Mathai
Cmde. Simon Mathai
Indian Navy · 1990
"It taught me to think on my feet — and the value of ₹80."
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Lt. Col. D.V. Singh
Lt. Col. D.V. Singh
Indian Army · Army Aviation · 1982
“Here, every child is a story for me.”
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Air Cmde. Surinder Singh
Air Cmde. Surinder Singh
Indian Air Force · Education · 1983
“Sir, I am that boy.”
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Maj Gen Lalji D. Singh
Maj Gen Lalji D. Singh
Indian Army · Corps of Engineers · 1957
“This incident never leaves my heart.”
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AVM Sanjeev Deshpande
AVM Sanjeev Deshpande
Indian Air Force · Fighter pilot · 1981
“Flying is not natural to a human being.”
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Vice Adm Vennam Srinivas
Vice Adm Vennam Srinivas
Indian Navy · Submariner · 1987
“We are never the hunted. We are always the hunters.”
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Maj Gen Alok Kacker, AVSM
Maj Gen Alok Kacker, AVSM
Indian Army · Gorkha Rifles · 1982
“Something pushed me. That's called destiny.”
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Grp Capt Anant Gopal Bewoor
Grp Capt Anant Gopal Bewoor
Indian Air Force · Transport · 1965
“I was in Agra, he was in Pune — we would not meet again.”
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Brigadier Amarjeet Singh Bedi, VSM
Brig Amarjeet Singh Bedi, VSM
Indian Army · Armoured Corps · 1965
“We lost all our property and land after partition.”
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Lt Gen P.N. Ananthanarayanan, AVSM, SM
Lt Gen P.N. Ananthanarayanan, AVSM, SM
Indian Army · 8 Gorkha Rifles · 1984
“It’s not a load that you’re carrying. It’s something you’re carrying to survive.”
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CM
Col. Surendra Madhok
Indian Army · commissioned 1970 · retired 2003
Service across three decades — regimental commitments, command tenures, and operational responsibilities during active service.
In Transcription
Lt. Gen. Narayan Chatterjee
Lt. Gen. Narayan Chatterjee
Indian Army · Artillery & Army Aviation · commissioned 1963
An artillery officer who became an Air Observation Post pilot — operational flying in 1965 and 1971, and a founding figure in Indian Army Aviation.
Forthcoming
Air Vice Marshal Amitabh Raja Shendye, VSM
AVM Amitabh Raja Shendye, VSM
Indian Air Force · Helicopters · commissioned 1988
A helicopter pilot of thirty-eight years and still serving — Siachen, Operation Parakram, the tsunami relief in Sri Lanka, and sixty-four rescue sorties in twenty-four hours over the Kolhapur floods.
Forthcoming
The Method

How each record is built

Every conversation follows the same structure, so that lived experience is preserved with clarity, context, and the speaker's own voice intact.
01

Archival Note & Opening Remarks

The veteran's service background, and the texture of the conversation as it actually unfolded.

02

The Shape of Memory

The interview itself, organised into thematic sections with historical footnotes for context.

03

The Keystone

The single story the veteran most wants carried forward — the one whose forgetting would be a loss.

04

Associated Archives

Photographs, documents and suggested readings that extend each conversation beyond the spoken word.

Carry a story forward

If you, or someone in your family, has served and would be willing to share their experience for the archive, I would be honoured to listen.

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